So I haven't written my thoughts in a while, been extremely busy! Which is a good thing, keeps me from going to those dark places and having my pity party, much all night fests! :D I've done pretty well on my workouts, with Michelle changing it up on me I think it really has helped as bad as I hate to admit it! The first week was BRUTAL, my arms ached so bad I missed class that week. Then the next week got better and now this week is pretty good, I might raise some of my weight or do more reps. I am seeing more results than I have in weeks and I'm excited again! YAY! I only had one day this month that I could call "dark". I didn't handle a situation well with Dunnigan and it led to a HUGE argument and it just so happened that that day was the same day I missed class! Oh well, it's better than two weeks of anger and uncontrollable sadness! I'm struggling right now with getting VBS workers together, doesn't seem like anyone wants to help, they all want it done, just don't want to be the ones to do it! That's the problem with our church, we all want stuff done, just some don't want to chip in and "do their part! Define your part! Where does it explain your part in the Bible?" HEHE Dr. Don quote there! :D Oh well, God is good and I know this will all go as He has planned!
We are also trying SO hard to keep our finances in check. We have a new car payment and we should be able to make this payment with no problems, but we have a tendency to spend before we pay bills and that HAS to stop! We are doing pretty well so far, one payment into this 5 year loan, hoping to get our credit cleaned up and refinance it next year! We have a tweenager fixing to need a vehicle, so we need to get this one paid for and get Dunnigan a new one and get the little Jeep all fixed up for Koty! WOW! Can't believe my life has gone by so quickly! Talking about Koty driving makes me a little WOooOZiiee! It's just gone by so fast! *sniff sniff* :D
I'm getting tired of these clouds and rain, but I know it will make this grass and all these trees so fabulous! It's just so hard to get up out of bed and function when it's dark and gloomy! I have a sinus headache from H-E double toothpicks today! NOTHING will get rid of it! UGH! I also have Bunco tonight, usually love to go play, but wish I could just go to bed and sleep this stupid thing off! ICK! Oh well, maybe it'll ease up before I go down to Kathy's. Going to rest my eyes for a bit before Bunco! God is good and His grace is enough!
